do you ever wonder..

do you ever wonder about what things would be like without you? people can't miss you if you haven't existed. you don't know feelings, and they don't know you. you're a mess of atoms and the idea of you watching this all play out is unrealistic in the utmost. you haven't created destruction, and you can't fix any. would your soul taking a break throw the world off kilter? if you didn't exist, would it let someone else?

do you ever wonder about the size of the universe? swimming out past the stars, beyond the milky way, and further off into the unexplainables that haven't been explored? the concept is hard to wrap the mind around. is our universe just a speck of another's? how big are stars, or is it that we can't get close enough to one to decipher? i feel like space is a huge question-mark, and that field sounds like an ongoing adventure. i like to be intrigued.

do you ever wonder about colors that haven't been found out, yet? like when you close your eyes under the sun, and the technicolor ripples squirm around your eyelids. i wish i could describe that to someone. has every color been discovered?

do you ever wonder how our body works? the entire concept of this well-built machine is almost unbelievable to me, but i've got to believe it, because here i sit. how did the fusing of the genes create this efficient piece of life?

do you ever wonder about the color of your heart? isn't blood purple-maroon-blue as it sleeps inside your veins? wouldn't that make your heart - the nucleus of the entire plan - blue? i've been told i'm wrong about this, but how does anyone know; it's dark inside my ribcage.